it's been almost 2 months, he keep treating me cool as he did since the last i bring up to break with him. yea i did, but izzit he thought it's real? if it was really real, i think i wont keep feeling up set beacuse of him. i'm not showing that i'm pity, actually i am really pity. really.



the whole story is suppose not to bring it up publicly. just give a space to me, at least can let me release, some place like.. my blog.. : )

why i said it's complicated?

release at here which mean need to publish also, so... LOL, should run off some words and make it shortly.

from the begining. okay;
i've been somebody betray. i thought it was over after the day i settle off. but the truth was telling me to think it very carefully, cause he keep ignored me. so, we had an arguement again. but few minutes after an arguement, he told me "nothing dy okay?", "we still like each other like before, okay?". i really dont understand? how its mean~?! well, i'm glad to hear that but i'm afraid at the same time too. what you mean is you want me act? act like nothing happend eventhough your heart is thinking of that bitch?! i can't! i just need a simple relationship. and not allowed to add anybody else.

lor~ damn moody now. gonna stop here. good bye